Burst my bubble.

The house that I loved so much is no longer a possibility. Unfortunately for us, someone else liked the house too. It's been stolen from us...that's right stolen. :( Quite a bummer, but I'll live. Now we have to look for another house and get approved for a loan. Not that big of a deal, our lease isn't up until September.

Lily found the pizza crust I left from breakfast and destroyed it. I wasn't able to tell just how much she actually ate...but she sure enjoyed it! So, instead of going to get the vacuum, I decided to give her a bath first. She's so funny! She had such a good time splashing around. I love giving her baths, it's so fun!

Tonight Jim's taking Lily to his role playing session and I'm going out with some friends. I'm pretty psyched. I haven't been out without Lily in 10 1/2 months. Don't get me wrong, I'm not complaining...just stating a fact. I'm thinking that before I have the baby, I better get out once or twice a month by myself. That way I'll be able to have some adult conversation once in a while before I have 2 babies running around. Well, one of them will be running around, the other will just kinda lay there...eating and pooping and sleeping. Oh I love being a Mommy! I can't wait for Euan or Eoghan (still not sure what Jim's decided) to get here. I'm so excited I could pee. But, that could just be the fact that I'm pregnant and have to pee all the time.

Okay, Lily said it's time to feed her again. C-ya.

Dream homes

We went to New Prague today to look at a house. When we left, I wasn't expecting anything special...and I even told Jim that maybe we don't even need to really "look" at houses anymore. As the time passed I realized more and more that this town was where I wanted to live. The people were friendly and the town is FULL of kids! I was so excited. Then we saw a little boy in a wheel chair cruising down the street with his friends who were on bikes. It was one of the most touching things I've ever seen. Then we saw the house and...it's perfect. Y'know what it's like when you feel so...connected to someone/something/somewhere that it opens up emotions or thoughts that you've never been able to really experience before? Well, anyway, it was like that. Maybe I'm just crazy, and if so...I don't want to be sane. I'm so excited to see how things work out. Obviously I'm hoping that things work out in my favor. I love feeling like this! I have such a wonderful life I could puke. I've got a beautiful, smart daughter and a incredible, gorgeous husband that I love to death and now we're looking at my dream house...I tell ya, I'm happier than a pig in poo! Well, that's all for now. Think happy thoughts for us!

Things that make me happy.

I was just going through the CD's I have laying around now that I can play them with the new thingy Jim bought. I found one that had the video of our wedding! I totally teared up and started to giggle. It made me really happy to find that! That was a really nice day. :sigh: So, that made me start thinking about things that make me happy. And I've got a little list-

*cute animals
*satisfying cravings
*lillies
* Lily
*America's Funniest Videos
*Rain
*The smile on Lily's face when I walk into her room in the morning
*Montgomery Gentry/country music
*getting a letter in the mail
*hearing the new baby's heartbeat
*smelling Jim's cologne lingering when I wake up in the morning
*rainbows
*driving around with the windows down
*falling asleep with Jim beside me and knowing Lily's asleep in the next room.
*finishing a good book with a good ending.
*seeing a picture of myself that I think is beautiful.

Now I feel all giddy. Yay for happy thoughts!

Little heart and lotsa love!

We had our doctor's appointment today. The doctor is actually pretty cool. We heard the new baby's heard beat! It was very faint, but I could hear it. Then he'd move all over and you'd hear the scratching noises until he settled down. Just like his big sister. Notice that I keep saying "he" and "his". Well, when I asked the doc about my face<>, and he told us in more words, that we might be having a boy b/c boys tend to create skin problems!! Apparently it's a fairly good way of determining early on, b/c he said that it's sort of been proven. SO!! The baby is now a "he" to me. We'll find out for sure in a little over a month! Oh how exciting!

In other news, I LOVE any season but winter! I was able to wear a skirt for the first time this year! Yay!

Jason's out of Jail...again.

Lily just rolled off of the futon that she climbed onto...when I gasped in horror, she looked at me like, "what? Ta da!" and crawled away. What a turd.

That's it for now. I have clothes waiting to be hung up! Ciao for now!

First blog

Those who know me know that this is not my usual blog, but I've created this to support my husband's creativeness. Go Jim!

Easter was this weekend as was our 1st wedding anniversary. On Saturday we went to Angie's for dinner witht he family. It was nice. Lily was too cute for words. Having a daughter is so much fun!! Angie got us a "Happy Anniversary" cake, which was very sweet of her...and it was darn delicious!

Later that evening Jim and I exchanged gifts. I had a "McGovern" clock made up for him, which is the modern 1st anniv. gift. Jim got me an autographed Montomery Gentry photo...TOO COOL!! and it was paper which is the traditional 1st anniv. gift. Isn't that nifty!? Yeah, I love him. He's the best husband ever. :giggle:

On Sunday we went to Norwood to scope out the area of the house we're looking at possibly buying. Jim doesn't care for it for several reason's. I, however, liked it quite a bit. Sure, it's fairly far out...but it's a cute area. Maybe I'm into the "small town" thing, but it's not just that. The house needs some work, but what house doesn't? It has a decent back yard. Big enough for a little swing set, Lily's little pool, a doggy ;), and a nice grill!! And, of course there's the price. It's in, if not below our price range. *shrug* We'll find out though, we go on Wednesday to check out the inside of the place! ::crossing fingers::

Later that day, we went to my parent's house for dinner. It wasn't too bad...but of course, things had to come to an end on a sour note. We all know how Bonnie is, so I won't go into details.

Now it's Monday...and I have yet to begin cleaning this place. I should do that, I told Jim I'd try to vacuum. I'm off. Ta ta!